the truth is that i love you more than anything in the whole world. i love you so much that it scares me.
it scares me that one of these days you’ll realize that you’re better off without me, and i’ll be left with nothing.
it scares me so much that i have to brace and prepare myself for the possibility of living without you, and therefore teach myself not to rely on your presence.
it scares me so much that I don’t love you as much as I know that I am capable of.
I love you so much, that it stops me from loving you as much as I should…
