February 2012
6 posts
defer.
over the past years, the best things to have ever happened to me are the results of myself taking a chance, and taking that huge leap of faith… pursuing anything and everything. I have, for the most part, decided that I would much rather face the reality of failure than to regret not taking a chance.
but, to be honest, sometimes… you just have to let go, take it slow and go with the...
January 2012
1 post
December 2011
2 posts
safety.
why does it feel like this is the beginning of the end?
October 2011
5 posts
1-3-0......
losing to the ducks makes me want to kill myself.
peeeeeve.
i absolutely can’t stand incompetent people..
are you there?
Are you out there, and are you listening?
…because I honestly need you in my life right now.
the paradox.
the truth is that i love you more than anything in the whole world. i love you so much that it scares me.
it scares me that one of these days you’ll realize that you’re better off without me, and i’ll be left with nothing.
it scares me so much that i have to brace and prepare myself for the possibility of living without you, and therefore teach myself not to rely on your...
August 2011
2 posts
crescendo.
one of these days, i will just explode. and i feel the fuse burning shorter and shorter and…
home.
i kinda wish i knew what and where “home” is right now…..
July 2011
5 posts
Is this modern society?
My sister put teen mom on the tv.
This chick is 16 and pregnant after being with her bf for only a month. and what does she do? She cheats on her boyfriend with her ex.
He ended up breaking up with her.
Is this modern society…?
hey! its summer vacation!
…so why the hell am i so damn stressed out?
non-recyclables
yet again, what a waste of a fucking day.. i guess people just don’t fail to disappoint this year…..
Reverse karma?
Make someone feel special. They’ll return the favor by making you feel like shit.
So much for my last summer break.. And so much for a holiday weekend.
Do yourself a favor and dont fuck with me for the rest of summer, im not afraid to express my anger or irritation.
June 2011
5 posts
so mexico beat US
and in the first time in how many years, i really don’t care that the us lost to its rivals.
why?
because the US honestly didn’t deserve it.
….you don’t lose to panama and expect to win it all afterwards. pshhh. we were doomed to begin with. plus, i wanted bob bradley out even BEFORE the 2010 world cup.
time. for. new. coach.
alcohol eyes.
note to self:
wash hands thoroughly before removing contacts after handling alcohol.
please and thank you.
why do i go to church?
I go to church to pray and have a spiritual release.
I do not go to be guilt tripped and reminded that I have no money.
I do not go to be sucked dry of money I do not have.
I believe everyone deserves a relapse, and a place to relax and be alone or in company when desired. I believe that is what church is for, not spending a half hour writing numbers on checks.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-5-29) →
Taking Back Sunday (350)
Sick City (87)
Elvis Presley (2)
Relient K (1)
Buzzcocks (1)
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Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
some of the most beautiful pictures that i’ve taken have been around stockton. it may be surprising to everyone, but it’s not surprising to me. it’s not the place that’s ghetto… it’s the people that makes it ghetto.
songwriters will write songs that speak the truth that no one may have ever heard. authors and poets will make words and paper say meanings deeper...
May 2011
12 posts
procrastination
[21:57] xanotherxstarx: i ate sooo much… [21:57] xanotherxstarx: -___- [21:57] xanotherxstarx: ive been trying to procrastinate from doing lab [21:57] xanotherxstarx: =X [21:58] nessa: don’t make excuses for being fat [21:58] xanotherxstarx: -____- [21:58] xanotherxstarx: fine [21:58] xanotherxstarx: you know what [21:58] xanotherxstarx: nvm [21:58] xanotherxstarx: now you...
oh well...
lol. sometimes i wonder why i even try..
There is no safe haven
Why do these four wall feel like a trap?
Barred windows and doors…
This is home.
Should I feel cornered or alone?
Insomnia; The wounded mind…
Oh,The sleepless nights,
With the thoughts and memories that’ll never leave…
Scarred walls and doors, marked from fights, they’ll never be forgotten.
Not even time will erase the constant cries,
The lost voices and...
Sometimes I'm just better fucking off being at...
Shitty weekend.
“Mudflap” and “Skids,” the “urban” robots that, as...”
– The New York Times’ Manohla Dargis
-http://blog.movies.yahoo.com/blog/1322-those-idiotic-jive-talkin-robots-wont-be-back-in-transformers-3-after-all?nc
As much as i dislike the Transformers movies… i’ll defend Bay here, and say that this Manohla Dargis is the racist one...
rollercoaster
what a series….
i give it up to detroit to show all that heart… but in the end… one hell of a series.
Sharks take the series 4-3 over Detroit…
next up: Vancouver!
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-5-8) →
The Starting Line (13)
blink-182 (5)
Mayday Parade (3)
Hidden in Plain View (3)
New Found Glory (3)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
2-1 to make the series 2-0.
at least one more win away, and one more at home should do the trick!
April 2011
13 posts
goddddddamn....
one hell of a night.
great thing i set this up… it was honestly a pretty bad-fucking-ass. who knew engineers could have a good ass friday night?
now back to studying! 2 finals on monday, one on wednesday. …and i got raped today… =(
p.s… i i didn’t get to watch it.. but…. SHARKS WIN!!! =D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 4-3 OT
LA Kings may have owned the first periods of the series, but the Sharks got the games, and the goals in OT.
Helll yeah.
1: You have never heard of 4/20?
2: Is that a sex position?
6-5 in OT
f-yeahhhhh
3 Day weekend = bad-fucking-ass.
thursday night: Short visit from the gf while chilling at home.
Friday: Airsoft Shopping, Shirt-orders shopping and shipping, SF with the gf — walking the embarcadero = clam chowder at the grotto, bubba gump, and a shit ton of sight-seeing.
Saturday: Airsoft at Fort Ord = fun as shit! (already getting addicted, unfortunately), Hanging out with the gf and her friends.
Sunday: Famous Daves....
most genius thing since starting college...
as the end of my sophomore college year comes to an end (a hellish end for that matter…) and i have to be honest… buying this rice cooker has had to be THE GREATEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE since starting college.
things i’ve cooked in my rice cooker:
eggs bacon sausage spaghetti macaroni and a shit ton of rice.
hellllllll yeahhhhhh.
people’ve been doubting that i’d...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-4-10) →
Bayside (39)
Greeley Estates (1)
ABBA (1)
Scary Kids Scaring Kids (1)
Elvis Presley (1)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz